Prier pour VK

I had to break up with VK three months ago. I did that on the phone without telling her I have another girlfriend here. I plan not to tell her at all. But things develop the other way around, the other day she email me and I had to admit to her about the truth of having girlfriend here.
But since we had broken up, I owed her no explanation. There is somehow a moral responsibility or perhaps guilt in my heart. She demand my explanation and seems to be at a loss of why I made such quick decision. Ira said I am heartless, ruthless, and cruel.

I don't have to answer to anyone. I try to live my life the best I can and in the process I might hurt someone or break someone's heart. This is inevitable. I have tried my best to keep the love I had with VK, but my reasons told me differently. I had to go on with my life in Japan. Survive and live fully, I can't have her in Taipei, and live her alone. I don't want this. I am practical so I did it practically. We all get hurt sometimes.

I pray for VK from the deepest of my heart that she could recover from the wound that I caused her. In the name of God, I seek forgiveness for whatever harm I had done her. I do not mean to hurt anyone, but my decision seems to turn her life upside down. I pray that the Lord bless her with some new friends who would take care of her and cajole her. I pray also that If I can in anyway compensate the pain that she undergone, I would be willing to do whatever in my best position to fulfill her demand. Lord, please bring peace to our hearts, and redeem whatever hatred that we might bear.

I pray this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.