Priers et soucis d'Ax

Prayers and concerns of Ax

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Prayer to my friends

I have learned that God might not listen to my prayers, but He might listen to yours. But I never cease to pray to the Lord Our God and many of my petitions has been granted dispite me being a bad boy in front of Him wih all the sins that stained my life.
I take this Christmas season to pray for all my friends and acquaintances from all over the world. I pray that Reni were given the strength to face her setbacks in Jakarta. I pray for Vicky to learn to forgiive and be able to get over me. I pray for Rahul to have a blissful marriage and happy family, I pray that Liza have a good career ahead and her mom safe travel, I pray for Tomo to have great life in Philipplines and learn the culture and language and experience all that he always wants to have. I pray for Darryl to get a new job soon as possible to stand on his own foot in Texas. I pray for Megumi to have a blissful marriage next year and earn a lot of money to get their own house.
For all other friends and acquaintances that I have forgotten to mentioned here but who also have touched me in my life. I pray that God gives you strength to face the coming years.
I lift this prayer at the heavens gate and may all the angels bring our petition to ou Lord Jesus Christ. As I say the Lords Prayer+ and Hail Mary+.

Merry Xmas and happy new year to all.

ax

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Prier pour VK

I had to break up with VK three months ago. I did that on the phone without telling her I have another girlfriend here. I plan not to tell her at all. But things develop the other way around, the other day she email me and I had to admit to her about the truth of having girlfriend here.
But since we had broken up, I owed her no explanation. There is somehow a moral responsibility or perhaps guilt in my heart. She demand my explanation and seems to be at a loss of why I made such quick decision. Ira said I am heartless, ruthless, and cruel.

I don't have to answer to anyone. I try to live my life the best I can and in the process I might hurt someone or break someone's heart. This is inevitable. I have tried my best to keep the love I had with VK, but my reasons told me differently. I had to go on with my life in Japan. Survive and live fully, I can't have her in Taipei, and live her alone. I don't want this. I am practical so I did it practically. We all get hurt sometimes.

I pray for VK from the deepest of my heart that she could recover from the wound that I caused her. In the name of God, I seek forgiveness for whatever harm I had done her. I do not mean to hurt anyone, but my decision seems to turn her life upside down. I pray that the Lord bless her with some new friends who would take care of her and cajole her. I pray also that If I can in anyway compensate the pain that she undergone, I would be willing to do whatever in my best position to fulfill her demand. Lord, please bring peace to our hearts, and redeem whatever hatred that we might bear.

I pray this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Morning Prayer

Praise the Lord Halleluyah....
Thanks for the bright morning sun that shower me with its light....I praise and thank you Lord for your salvation and forgiveness....I come at your present oh Lord to seek protection and forgiveness of my sins....I pray that you bless my journey to Japan....for safety flight and for....smooth embarkation in a new land.... Lord your name be praised for ever.... I pray also for all the loved ones I have left in Taipei....that you grant them consolation and ease their loss... I pray this in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ....Amen....


Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Morning Prayer

God forgive me ot the sins I've committed in the past, whatever failures and mistakes I have done.
I praise your name and offers thanksgiving for all the blessing that you have shown me. I praise and thank you Lord for fixing my path to Japan, for granting me good health, for keeping me safe from harm, for the space and time to learn, for forgiveness, for friendship with others, for all the love that you have shown me through the the people around me. For all this Lord I praise and thank you.

I pray today for my mom, that you ease the burden in her hearts that you sooth her pain and grant her easy old age. Give her the rest she needs, good health and protect her from harm. I pray for eldest aunt in Jakarta, that you grant her quick recovery from her minor stroke. Keep her from harm. I pray for Hiung's family, for the advent of their first baby, that you grant his wife easy delivery and protect her from harm. Likewise I pray for all the people around me who endear and love me, that you bless them and protect them always.

I pray this in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Amen

Prayer for safe journey

Praise the Lord Jesus Christ for His abundant love for us. His name shall be glorified throughout the earth. May the Lord forgive me of the sins I have committed in my thoughts, my words, and my deeds.

I pray that the Lord bless my journey to Japan, bestow me with due diligence over my work and my whatever given me to steward. I pray for John that his headache soon be healed and health recovered completely. I pray for mom and dad, that the Lord bless them with the good happy days with eachother in the village. I pray for Sing that God grant her understanding and happiness over her work and her life.

I pray this thru the Lord our God, Jesus Christ.

Amen